21093013 You!

Let me tell you something.

I am a person who don't care about who you are and what are you going to do.
Hal yang lebih penting buatku adalah  I take what you give, and I do a favour for you.

Masalah why I don't do what you tell to do is because I don't think it'd effect my entire life.

You just can't judge me from the way I walk. Judge me when you talk to me. Judge me after you ask my friends about it.
I'm shy. But I can be arrogant either.
But to you, I'm not being rude. I'm just running away. Because being around you is 0 comfort.
Problem? Give me some minutes to answer your problems.

Computer and Petroleum are not to be destined

Something comes in my mind.

I don't have the same destiny with him.

It's just pathetic.. When I saw the fact that we're in one name of university, hoping that the chance would always be there, universe says different. We're in one name of university but It just to make me realize that He and I will never be what I imagined.

It's been more than 5 year, it's a very long time. I've seen so many things. But I never had a chance. I take that as the reality that I can't make it. The more pathetic thing is, for now, for the past 5 years I have no imagination beside him.

Even if I hurt my neck, even if I wet my eyes, even I've waited for hundreds years. That person and I are two different individuals. It's like me eating peppers. I thought it'd great, but not really.

Let's have a new start.. well, I have said that couple times before. But now.. I really hope I can.

^.^